I have the worst headache right now. Although, I have to go to the gym. I promised myself to go with discipline. Ive already done some cardio workout at home. Yes, i devulged into ordering one of those tv things...that flirty girl thing. Honestly, it isnt that bad. At the end of day 7 using it, ill let you know how "well" or "not so well" that ( Read more... )

It sucks. All I have on my mind is thomas. I miss him so much. God, i don't know what to do without him here. I only have a month left. then we are together. But how long is that? Because we will get stationed and then..he could be deployed any time. It is hard when you love someone..married to them..and they are a Solider. He is a proud man, he ( Read more... )

Today was a day...went to the doctors, for nothing obviously. Then I went to another clinic, didnt help. I did get a letter from my husband though. Telling me all about how he is getting shot at for their training in infantry...all the while im thinking is he seriously thinking this is helping me adjust!! I dont want him to die!! He said that ( Read more... )

that totally makes me think of what i am going through. I'm going to do it...but it harder than anything ive ever had to do.

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It's not as goth as i like..but reminds me of me..